Thursday, September 22, 2005

Humane Hearts

Krishnan finished a course in Catering Technology four years back and was employed in a star hotel in Bangalore. He got an offer for a job in Switzerland one day. It was too glamorous to be turned down and he went back to his home town of Madurai to spend a week before leaving India. This journey was a turning point in his life and in fact, he was never the same Krishnan again!

“I did not want to sit alone at home after my parents left for work. So I decided to roam around the city. Cycling my way to the railway station, I was not ready for the shock I received there. Near the highway, on the road, an old man was shrivelled up like a rag. He was mentally retarded and was eating some unmentionable from the road. I could not bear the sight and quickly went and shook his hand free of whatever he was eating, cleaned him and made him sit up. Some hot idlis from a nearby hotel rejuvenated him a bit. Tears welled up in his eyes.

From then I could not erase the sight from my mind and cried thinking of all such injustices against humans in this world. I did not want Switzerland anymore. It seemed so distant, so superficial, and so irrelevant. Instead of serving people who buy a plate of rice for five hundred rupees and waste most of it, my time, I realised, was better spent in serving the hundreds of discarded people who dotted the landscape of the city. I cancelled my tickets, shut the Alps from my mind and stayed at home,” says Krishnan as if it were the most natural thing to do.

Today this noble soul serves three meals a day for 120 such people who were earlier wasting away on the streets of Madurai. This lot includes people affected by various diseases and complications like

AIDS and mental disorders- All of them are too senile to work for a living.

“Seeing me walk around with these thoughts all the time, my relatives decided that I have been taken over by the spirits of the land. This inflamed the fantasy of my parents who wanted to take me to a spirit doctor to chase away the bad influences. I said I’d go but asked my parents to come and have a look at the people that I was serving. They came and they saw. Back home my mom said ‘My dear child! We are so fortunate to have given birth to a person like you. Words cannot express my feelings now.’ I wiped away her tears with my fingers. From then on I did nothing else but serve these people day and night,” narrates Krishnan proudly.

Today it costs Rs 3000 per day to serve three meals to 120 people. Moved by the intense passion and humanity of Krishnan, 20 of his friends contribute Rs 3000 every month to sustain the daily food costs. Krishnan’s parents take care of two days’ food. “The remaining eight days are a struggle,” says he with a sigh. He requests people who conduct marriages and birthday celebrations to offer some food and tries adjusting for the remaining days.

Apart from the time spent on sourcing food supplies, he spends the rest on scrubbing and cleaning these people in nearby public baths and clothing them neatly giving them their much desired self-respect. He even trims the hair of those who have mini undergrowths on their heads.

Krishnan, 24 has completed a full course in Vedas and has offered his life-long services to charity. The sacrifices that he has done in life, at a time when going to a foreign nation is a craze among the youth, have raised him on to a pedestal where mere mortals can only dream to be. All this coming at such a young age makes it all the more marvellous.

P S : This is another piece which was originally in Tamil. I translated it for a wider audience.





Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Melghat - The magical lost land!





Melghat district in Maharashtra is present 800 kms away from Mumbai, the financial capital of India. This hilly region is inhabited by tribal people and is mostly under developed. When a group of us read a news article in The Hindu recently about the malnourishment deaths among children in the district, we researched on the issue and found out that these were not one-off happenings in the region. Such deaths have been prevalent for about 10 years now. So we went to the place on a weekend to know more about the situation prevailing there. The following is a detailed report of what we experienced. Before leaving Mumbai, we had contacted an NGO called ‘Khoj’ which was doing considerable work in the area and after getting down from the railway station, wewere escorted to Paratvada, a small town by Jeep, sent by Khoj. We were very impressed with the kind of work that Khoj was doing. The lady, who started it, along with her husband way back in July 1997, was doing stellar work in defending the rights of the tribes against the policies of the government. After discussing the problems prevalent in the place for about three long hours, we refreshed and started out on our journey into the hills and the villages within. We started at 3 p.m Saturday in a Mahindra Armada and were accompanied by the driver and a guide who worked with Khoj. The way up was very scenic and it felt like we were traveling in Switzerland. It is indeed ironic that the people living here should struggle to live.

When talking to people at Khoj, we found out the structure of government health facilities in these villages. There is a PHC (Primary Health Centre) for every 1000 people. Under PHCs there are sub-centers. There is one sub-center for every three of four villages. There is a nurse, who is known as ANM (Auxiliary Nurse Midwife), for every four or five villages and she goes around these villages every day attending to the patients. Since she has to cover a lot of villages, she goes to one village every day. In every village there is appointed a ‘pada’ who takes instructions from the ANM and administers medicine to the patients till the next time the ANM comes back. In addition to all this, there are mobile vans which run around the villages treating patients.

We reached the first PHC at about 6 p.m. We went with an open mind and were not biased with the talk going around that the doctors were bad and that they did not care about the patients. In PHCs free treatment is provided for some types of illnesses. They are

  • Tuberculosis
  • Leprosy
  • Snake bites
  • Dog bites
  • Malaria

The main door was almost closed as if the doctors feared that patients might come in. There were totally five beds but only two patients, a boy of about 8 years and a lady lying down, on the cots.

We spoke to the sole doctor for about an hour. He revealed that in the place where there were approximately 350 villages, there was not a single pediatrician and this when the maximum number of malnutrition cases occurs amongst children. He was temporarily posted to the hospital till a replacement was found for the earlier doctor who had quit his job. This new person did not even know why the boy was admitted in the hospital. He turned around and asked his compounder why the boy was there.

During the conversation we found out some of the reasons that doctors dislike working in the villages. First and foremost is the pay packet. Doctors feel that considering their qualification and the environment in which they work under, they deserve better pay than that they currently get and this applied particularly in the case of doctors who had qualified in specialized areas like Pediatricians. These people can earn in thousands in a single day if they work in cities but when confined to these villages, where the average income of a family is about 6000 to 7000 rupees every year, they earn very little. But we failed to understand why these doctors don’t quit their jobs or why they joined in the first

place. They show least care or sympathy to the ill but promptly collect their salaries when a new month is born. Secondly, the conditions of work are not exactly great. There is very little voltage in the evenings and virtually zero telephone facility. Cell phone signals do not penetrate the mountains here. There are other reasons like plain old laziness and apathy to working. When we asked what the solutions to these problems were, the doctor strongly believed that the people should be migrated to cities. “The amount of money spent on education, health care, and transport in this place could be spent in creating job opportunities in cities which would guarantee the livelihood of these villagers.” What he did not appreciate was the fact that these villagers have been living in the place for centuries and they would rather be happy where they are rather than scrounging for food in cities.

Diarrhea and Pneumonia are common disease here. “Parental negligence is a major cause for many of the diseases present in this place. Mothers don’t know the importance of breast feeding. Both parents leave for work every day after feeding their children a just roti or two which will have to enough till the time they come back from the fields which is usually late afternoon.” The truth is that government run “Anganwadis” - centers which take care of children while the parents are away - do not function effectively. These places provide food to children everyday. But there is no place for the children to eat the food. So they take the back home where it gets shared leading to lessening of the nutritive content and hence problems of malnutrition.

“Family planning is virtually nil here. Each family has a minimum of three children. Some years back it was as high as seven, but recently it has fallen down to three, but that still is so high.” This is true. Family planning is indeed non-existent. As far as the villagers are concerned, more the number of hands, the better it is to till their lands and herd their cattle. But one good thing is that there have been no reported cases of female infanticide. Neither are there any child marriages. While we were leaving there was another remark that the doctor made, “Jungles are not for people. They are for animals and we should leave them alone.” Considering the fact that the people here have been living with the animals for centuries together, there could not have been a more false statement.



When we were done talking to the doctor, we left for a nearby village, Butida, to cross check what the doctor told us. It was 7 30 p.m and the place was as dark as a graveyard. We could hear sounds of crying babies and a barking dog somewhere in the distance. The only lights came from our headlights and a lamp in a house.

When we switched off the headlight, the village was drenched with darkness and we got accustomed to it in a few minutes. After quickly gaining the confidence of the villagers by distributing chocolates and biscuits to the children, we gathered the villagers around and sat down in a circle with an oil lamp in our midst. (The emergency lamp that we had brought along decided to fail at this moment)

We started discussing the health conditions and were not surprised to hear tales different from what the doctor told us. The ANM attends the village only once in 8 or 9 days. Till then the headman has to make do with whatever medicinal knowledge he has. In fact there is a traditional method of curing certain diseases in children called ‘Damma.’ In this treatment, a hot iron rod is kept on the bare stomach of the child. Villagers would not have to resort to such practices if they had proper non costly treatment by the government. If all alternatives fail, these people walk to a private hospital which is 11 kms away.


The crops (mainly soya) this year had failed due to a worm and that left the people with nothing to do till next sowing season. Money lenders charged very high interest rates and that hit the people hard. The part hardest to understand was that there were electricity poles in the village but no power supply. Way back in1986, power was on for a full five days before the village went dark. Since then, it has remained so. These people earn about 5000 to 6000 rupees every year and on an average every family has about 3 children. It was here that I understood how lucky we all were and I keep reminding myself not to complain the next time I fall short of money.

After the long chat with the villagers, we left for a village called Chillati, which was a good two hours drive from. The drive was through a forest and the rough terrain kept us praying against puncture throughout the journey. Finally, we arrived at Chillati at 10 30 p.m. We were warned earlier that there would not be electricity here too. There indeed was none! We stayed at the office of an NGO there called “Melghat Mitra.” The person who is in charge of the project Mr Madhukar had a lot to tell us the next day, all of which echoed what we had ourselves seen the earlier day. He along with 4 friends of his have been staying in this village for quite some time now and they are involved in many activities like conducting study classes, taking care of the ill etc. (The people in the snap are the ones running Melghat Mitra in the village)

Very near the office was a government school which was completely broken down. We entered through the window and found leaky roofs (It was raining heavily then), broken blackboards and dusty floors.



When talking to the children playing nearby, we found out that the teacher in the school had not arrived for more than a month and that the children had nothing else to do but play all day. “Teachers are lazy. They feel that their pay is not high enough. They don’t quit the job but they receive their pay on time,” says Madhukar. No matter how hard the villagers force the teachers to attend, some are absolutely resolute and go to the extent of saying “Do what you want! I will not come.”

There were about 15 households in the village and every family has about three to four buffaloes. We saw small boys hauling cow dung with their hands and clearing up the place.

Girls were engaged in pumping water and carrying the water pots to their houses. There were a few solar panels in the village and on further enquiry we found out that a few years back, there were about 40 of them. But they were all stolen. Repeated complaints to a police station which was in some remote inaccessible corner of the district had fallen into deaf years. “Bring us the culprits and we will take action,” is what the police had to say. Now in the village there stands a solitary panel which stores enough current to emit a dull light for about 15 whole minutes every evening. We are sure that this was not their initial purpose.

There are a lot of Ashrams run by trusts and other organizations. We went to one such place and soon found out that the proprietors were drunk. About 200 children stayed and studied there and on questioning more, we could find out that the quality of education imparted was not anything to write home about.



Our next stop was the office of the electricity department. By this time, the battery in our digital camera had died out and we wanted to charge it. Would you believe it if I say that there was no current in the electricity board office? Well, you have no other option but to believe. The office had not been used for at least a month and there was no furniture inside it whatsoever. We went in the same way we did into the classroom- jumped in through the window. The thing most appalling in the entire visit was the fact that just behind the office was the electricity board housing quarters where the officials continue to live and even receive pay.

Our final stop was a village called “Avaagad.” Here too the conditions of the people were similar to what we had seen in the other villages. There was one NGO which served children food (for free) everyday.

It is the initiatives like these from such NGOs and other informal organizations that give hopes to the thousands of people living in these villages. It is high time that the government starts acting responsibly and gets the wonderful systems present in these areas working. It does not take much money; it only requires will. With such thoughts, we returned to our wonderful hosts, Khoj, had some discussions with them for some more time and boarded the mid night train back to Mumbai. We have some ideas which we are thinking of implementing first on a small scale, in one of these villages and if successful, carry them on to other villages as well.

  • Friends from the medical college present at Paratvada could assist NGOs like Khoj or the Melghat Mitra in their health campaigns. The students will also get first hand experience. They can visit the government hospitals which do not as of now look too inviting and give them a complete makeover. This can be done by pasting bright stickers or painting the walls, installing more lights, stressing on the importance of health to the patients etc.
  • Saplings can be given to kids for planting. It can be treated as a competition and kids taking care of their saplings well could be treated. By this way, the importance of nature can be stressed.
  • Workshops can be conducted to the people to teach them an alternate trade which can be used for their livelihood.

Nice and simple as the above ideas seem, they require people, committed individuals to carry them out. “Alternative means of livelihood is the only solution,” said a villager that night. While the flame was dying down and darkness was once again surrounding us, we made a promise. “We’ll be back.” And this time, we should have some ideas for this underprivileged lot.

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

LOSER



It’s been a week now since she exited my life through the narrowest outlets present. I won’t go into the details of the event, if you may call it that. No! Standing nervously on this chair, I don’t have much time to render the entire tale. This past week, from Monday through Friday, I have cried and thought about suicide and now I am standing on this high chair, with a noose in hand and a prayer on my lips that the fan holds steady and bears 75 kilogrammes.

To put it in a nutshell, I won’t blame her for what happened. No sir! That would not be fair, but knowing that your self is to be blamed for ending a long standing beautiful relationship, you would not want to live long, would you?

“Damn this rope, I wonder how they tie the noose so easily in the movies. Maybe they have readymade nooses available in the shops.”

I have tried rationalising the situation many a time and have found ample reasons against such a literally life-threatening decision (I don’t call it life-ending as I still don’t believe this old fan would hold steady) But the truth is that I have found enough to counter those reasons too. My life has a big vacancy now. I have so much more time and I don’t know what to do with it. I’m not a person with ample ambitions, neither am I one with many friends. As a 23 year old with the entire life ahead of him, I simply do not know what to do. Defeatist attitude you call it? Loser you call me? Well, good then. I’ll behave aptly.

“Ah! Finally, this knot should hold good. And now to garland this rope of death around my neck. Hmmm! Not bad at all. This is turning out to be easier than I thought.”

I have stopped talking to her; that would only draw me into the deadly swirl of the pleasant memories of the past and I would be consumed in an instant. I know that. I tried talking to her last week and that’s what happened. It takes five minutes of conversation with an ex-lover to undo all the ostensibly nice things you have done to your self, like encouraging it to slowly forget the past and say the nicest of things like ‘Life goes on’ and you know…things like what you find in the ‘Chicken soup for the failed lover’ books.

“Now I’m all set; the rope strongly around the fan and around my neck as well. Three mighty tugs now. Strong inward breath; One, Two, and Three! That does it. Testing over and now for the final plunge.”

I do not, fortunately have much time left, my parents will be here any time now. I strongly believe that what I am doing is not an unwanted task. Its better the world rids itself of a loser. Surprised? When did I ever refute that tag? I totally agree and as I said, act in accordance.

“Ok! Here I go. Rope strong enough, I hope. Everything is in place. Legs on tip of the tall back rest of the chair. I only have to kick the chair to test the veracity of heaven and hell. And rebirth and karma as well. Ok! I’ll stop sounding like a Hindu priest and kick my way to death. Here goes…”



Afterword

There was pain; the strangulation around the throat was unbearable. My legs flayed in the air in a scissoring action when the door burst open and in came my father, my strong father. In an instant I was on the floor and gasping for breath drinking greedily the water my tearful mom gave me. I glanced around the room mindless of the questions my mom was throwing at me. The window! How thoughtless of me to leave the window open. The fan stood steady, bore the 75 kilogramme weight, but the window let me down. If not, they would have thought I was still sleeping. Through the steady barrage of words that were spouting out of my parents’ mouths, I was able to think and realised one thing. I was indeed a loser!